Went to work today...
I wanted to try to take bus 21 to go work...
So i took 21 from east view bus stop...
and WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!
i played my psp, a total of 4 *or 5* soccer matches manx!!! on top of that i doze off and woke up a few times manx!!
i went out at around 1.10 pm... the bus came at around 1.20 .... and guess wad time i reach novena???? close to 3 pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just imagine.. go to the sbs website... and check the route from tampines to st micheal's ... F***ing long manx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ergh!!!
* i should buy noodles and eat in the bus... sure can finish on time...
* when i told chong abt the trip, she asked me, ' ehk, the trip to batam by ferry take how long arh?' then i say , ' around 45 mins, if the ferry is very fast, around 30 mins '
Then i stood there thinking... wth sia!! my trip from tampines to novena took longer time than the ferry to batam (which is across the nations) ... wth!!
* next time i take ferry to novena can?
* ehh and yarh.. the auntie came back from her holiday.. she bought for me eeyore!! weeeeeeeeee!!! thanks hor auntie... (feel honoured ant?? muahahaha!!!!)
ps: wth sia. symptoms of BIAS-NESS is showing. we shall c.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Red is the new black.
Woke up late today *finally* ... was suppose to meet syra to play pool today.. but i woke up late .. so yarh... next k people??
heee
and i was suppose to go to sujun's house to dye my hair after playing pool...
i woke up late so i cant go... coz i need to go SOMEWHERE later.... hehx
so yarh.. next time i'll be there *where ever i should be*
and ouh yah!!
to all a7b9
that day was our last day we are in the same tutorial class for all...
now we are only a caregroup
so... me, syra, val, junyou, and whoever-is-involve, planned to have a chalet this holiday... the dates would be 17-19 of march.... 3d2n ... should be in pasir ris and around $20 each (rough estimation)
spread the msg.. if everyone agreed then we'll book the chalet...
so SPREAD the msg to everyone!!!!
post ur answer in the class blog orite??
_______________________________________
i'm pillows-ing nw....has been quite a long time since i ate pillows.. hahax
* i know you are angry with me. But just imagine you being in my state.
* Someone's turning 18 soon.. *dah besar ehk anak mak*
* p0oh is happily eating pots of honey in hong kong.. enjoying life har?!!! hahax....come back safely..
* pillows!!
heee
and i was suppose to go to sujun's house to dye my hair after playing pool...
i woke up late so i cant go... coz i need to go SOMEWHERE later.... hehx
so yarh.. next time i'll be there *where ever i should be*
and ouh yah!!
to all a7b9
that day was our last day we are in the same tutorial class for all...
now we are only a caregroup
so... me, syra, val, junyou, and whoever-is-involve, planned to have a chalet this holiday... the dates would be 17-19 of march.... 3d2n ... should be in pasir ris and around $20 each (rough estimation)
spread the msg.. if everyone agreed then we'll book the chalet...
so SPREAD the msg to everyone!!!!
post ur answer in the class blog orite??
_______________________________________
i'm pillows-ing nw....has been quite a long time since i ate pillows.. hahax
* i know you are angry with me. But just imagine you being in my state.
* Someone's turning 18 soon.. *dah besar ehk anak mak*
* p0oh is happily eating pots of honey in hong kong.. enjoying life har?!!! hahax....come back safely..
* pillows!!
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Pure YAYness
i aint gonna talk about exams... hahax!!
Exams are urgh!!!!
but i had a GOOOOOODD time studying and break-ing with meihui, zoe, ruibing, jasmin and jonathan.
hahax!!
PURE lame-ness
will upload the pictures soon *although rb had upload it already*
_ read this _
it might be lil inappropriate for minors.. but hey just a joke.. muahahahahx!!!!!!
A lady goes to her parish priest one day and tells him,
"Father,I have a problem. I have two female parrots but they only knowhow to say one thing." "What do they say?" the priest inquired.
"They say, 'Hi, we're prostitutes. Do you want to have somefun?"
"That's obscene!" the priest exclaimed, "I can see why you are embarrassed."
He thought a minute and then said, "You know,I may have a solution to this problem.
I have two male parrotswhom I have taught to pray and read the Bible
Bring your two parrots over to my house and we will put them in the cage with
Francis and Job. My parrots can teach your parrotsto praise and worship.
I'm sure your parrots will stop sayingthat...that phrase in no time."
"Thank you," the womanresponded, "this may very well be the solution."
The next day, she brought her female parrots to the priest'shouse.
As he ushered her in, she saw this two male parrots wereinside their cage,
hold their rosary beads and praying. Impressed, she walked over and placed
her parrots in with them. After just a couple of seconds, the female parrots
exclaimed outin unison, "Hi, we're prostitutes. Do you want to have somefun?"
There was a stunned silence. Finally, one male parrot lookedover at the other
male parrot and said,
"Put the beads away,Francis, our prayers have been answered!"
* Who cares... when all you need is just to have a lil space for yourself. Others dont matter much
* BATAM!!! here i come!! *vvvrrrooommmm*
* I wonder why must there be THAT third person still. If you are not happy with the way things are now just BLLLUUUURRRRTTTTT it out. So there shouldn't be any guessing game going around. Things are changing. but now that bugger is there, destroying the place. nt a fault of anyone. no one. but yours.
* History. whatever
Exams are urgh!!!!
but i had a GOOOOOODD time studying and break-ing with meihui, zoe, ruibing, jasmin and jonathan.
hahax!!
PURE lame-ness
will upload the pictures soon *although rb had upload it already*
_ read this _
it might be lil inappropriate for minors.. but hey just a joke.. muahahahahx!!!!!!
A lady goes to her parish priest one day and tells him,
"Father,I have a problem. I have two female parrots but they only knowhow to say one thing." "What do they say?" the priest inquired.
"They say, 'Hi, we're prostitutes. Do you want to have somefun?"
"That's obscene!" the priest exclaimed, "I can see why you are embarrassed."
He thought a minute and then said, "You know,I may have a solution to this problem.
I have two male parrotswhom I have taught to pray and read the Bible
Bring your two parrots over to my house and we will put them in the cage with
Francis and Job. My parrots can teach your parrotsto praise and worship.
I'm sure your parrots will stop sayingthat...that phrase in no time."
"Thank you," the womanresponded, "this may very well be the solution."
The next day, she brought her female parrots to the priest'shouse.
As he ushered her in, she saw this two male parrots wereinside their cage,
hold their rosary beads and praying. Impressed, she walked over and placed
her parrots in with them. After just a couple of seconds, the female parrots
exclaimed outin unison, "Hi, we're prostitutes. Do you want to have somefun?"
There was a stunned silence. Finally, one male parrot lookedover at the other
male parrot and said,
"Put the beads away,Francis, our prayers have been answered!"
* Who cares... when all you need is just to have a lil space for yourself. Others dont matter much
* BATAM!!! here i come!! *vvvrrrooommmm*
* I wonder why must there be THAT third person still. If you are not happy with the way things are now just BLLLUUUURRRRTTTTT it out. So there shouldn't be any guessing game going around. Things are changing. but now that bugger is there, destroying the place. nt a fault of anyone. no one. but yours.
* History. whatever
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Friday, February 1, 2008
Whatever larh ehk...
All these years he was there. For he whom I know loved me. For he whom I know cared about me. Sad to see him in this state. He always asked about myself. He was the one who always would ask me about school... telling me to keep trying no matter what.. about life....telling me to take care of my sister... Every year, I would buy him a new diary for the year.. but his year.. I bought for him but sadly, he didnt get a chance to use... Every year without fail, we celebrated Hari Raya at his house. The first day of Raya.... Enjoyed those days... and I'm hoping for more.. Hoping for Raya to come again....
I know he was disapointed with *her* ... Rest assured, when she's out, I'll give my best to help her...
Sad to hear he went into state of coma.. heart felt heavy to go for class on that day... decided to go home.. mom told me she just received a call from CGH...
rushed there immediately...
Today, went for Bmic lec in the morning.. went to eat at don't-know-what-shop uh.. then went home.. rest for a while.. then headed to CGH...
Felt relieved when the doctor said he was getting better... The toxics had been removed (although partially) ... If the condition stabilize, he might be transfered out of MICU ...
Him, who loves everyone...
Good well soon please grandfather...
*Sorry guys... Have fun.
*to THAT person.. I don't give a damn what you want to do.. but hey.. don't think that others can't think ... you can do it to him, that means you can do it to us t0o... ehk beware larh ehk.... Your steps are bieng watched. Was actually a blessing when HE told you off in the SMSes... but GOD!! you didn't realised... Just in case if you didn't realise, the reason why most are not in good terms with you is because of the THIRD person who was being a bridge between you and us... Whatever larh ehk... Do what you want.
So hard to please practically everyone.
One party has to be hurt. Including me.
All these years he was there. For he whom I know loved me. For he whom I know cared about me. Sad to see him in this state. He always asked about myself. He was the one who always would ask me about school... telling me to keep trying no matter what.. about life....telling me to take care of my sister... Every year, I would buy him a new diary for the year.. but his year.. I bought for him but sadly, he didnt get a chance to use... Every year without fail, we celebrated Hari Raya at his house. The first day of Raya.... Enjoyed those days... and I'm hoping for more.. Hoping for Raya to come again....
I know he was disapointed with *her* ... Rest assured, when she's out, I'll give my best to help her...
Sad to hear he went into state of coma.. heart felt heavy to go for class on that day... decided to go home.. mom told me she just received a call from CGH...
rushed there immediately...
Today, went for Bmic lec in the morning.. went to eat at don't-know-what-shop uh.. then went home.. rest for a while.. then headed to CGH...
Felt relieved when the doctor said he was getting better... The toxics had been removed (although partially) ... If the condition stabilize, he might be transfered out of MICU ...
Him, who loves everyone...
Good well soon please grandfather...
*Sorry guys... Have fun.
*to THAT person.. I don't give a damn what you want to do.. but hey.. don't think that others can't think ... you can do it to him, that means you can do it to us t0o... ehk beware larh ehk.... Your steps are bieng watched. Was actually a blessing when HE told you off in the SMSes... but GOD!! you didn't realised... Just in case if you didn't realise, the reason why most are not in good terms with you is because of the THIRD person who was being a bridge between you and us... Whatever larh ehk... Do what you want.
So hard to please practically everyone.
One party has to be hurt. Including me.
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Thursday, January 31, 2008
One year
In remembrance of Timezone Square 2 basement *like funeral sia*
A year ago today, 31st jan 07...
I went for a job interview at Compass Point Timezone with fateema. Not having high expectations, we didn't know we are going to get the job. The manager who interviewed us is Osman. He mentioned to us regarding the new centre which is opening soon at that point of time. He , out of nowhere , asked me to go and work there. Novena.. Far manx.. but i still say ok larh... hahax..
He ask me to report to Square 2 Novena at 5pm on that very day itself manx!
He didn't tell me or perhaps describe to me who the manager there looks like. He only tell me the name and... tats it!
so yarh.. i went to Square 2...
*shall skip this part*
Met SHUYI on that day *so today marks the day of suffering*
My first impression on her was that, i THOUGHT she was the gentle type.. the type which will only keep quiet... but har!!!!!!!!
haiz
It happens only the first few days... She was so DAMN quiet larh sia.. never talk much...
but!!! after knowing her further, i shall take back my statement saying she's quiet... No matter what I say, she will give me a punch manx! yes! a punch!!! a PAINFUL punch!!
so today (a year ago) marks the beginning of my suffering days. haiz.....
hahax!!!!!
A year ago today, 31st jan 07...
I went for a job interview at Compass Point Timezone with fateema. Not having high expectations, we didn't know we are going to get the job. The manager who interviewed us is Osman. He mentioned to us regarding the new centre which is opening soon at that point of time. He , out of nowhere , asked me to go and work there. Novena.. Far manx.. but i still say ok larh... hahax..
He ask me to report to Square 2 Novena at 5pm on that very day itself manx!
He didn't tell me or perhaps describe to me who the manager there looks like. He only tell me the name and... tats it!
so yarh.. i went to Square 2...
*shall skip this part*
Met SHUYI on that day *so today marks the day of suffering*
My first impression on her was that, i THOUGHT she was the gentle type.. the type which will only keep quiet... but har!!!!!!!!
haiz
It happens only the first few days... She was so DAMN quiet larh sia.. never talk much...
but!!! after knowing her further, i shall take back my statement saying she's quiet... No matter what I say, she will give me a punch manx! yes! a punch!!! a PAINFUL punch!!
so today (a year ago) marks the beginning of my suffering days. haiz.....
hahax!!!!!
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Saturday, January 5, 2008
self proclaimed long story..
!!.. ok people.. here's my self-proclaimed long story.....
hahax!!
.......
.........
...........
.............
...............
actually..
my..
finger....
got....
slammed....
by...
a...
kiddie ride (car) .....
battery....
yea....
thats all .. hahax!!
so long!! hahax...
oh ya.. speaking about the finger...
had cellb pratical just now...
how ironic... or should i say tragic... hehx....
the story goes like this...
A simple experiment... To find out the protein conc in the cell cytoplasm...
There's seven of us in a bench... the first hour, each pair and my group of three, did their own set of experiment... and so, we have around 2 sets of tubes...and then, we realised we've got the measurements wrong...
and so.. as smart as we can be.. we decided to re-do the entire experiment... but now, all seven of us sharing on set of tubes... due to lack of resources...
this time round, we did it PERFECTLY...
and so, anxiously.... we waited happily... waiting for our turn to use the spectrophotometer...
meanwhile... we decided to clear our workbench.. and so.. *listen to this..*
we have 3 sets of tubes... 2 is not nicely done.. 1 is perfect....
3 person... holding on to a set of tubes each... waiting to discard....
and so they did....
and guess wad??!!!!
yea.. the perfect one is GONE!! hahax!!!
realised how cute we can be... hahax!!!
wad a blur-blur day.... hehx
made my way to suntec... for work...
went up the escalator *with the intention to walk on a short cut..* ...
and i saw its raining... and so i went down back to walk thorugh city link..
stand on the escalator.. and *swwoooshhhh* this uncle walked down ...
i dont mind him walking down witht he loud noise of the shoes.. BUT!! he hit my little finger!!!!!!
so sorry but i was cursing him all the way manx!!! i mean, i have to.... hehx
went to star factory...
ok here's the WOW part of today...
went in to virtualand... was stoning for a while.. watching people playing the maxi claw..
suddenly.. felt that my heart was asking me to turn around...
and i did...
the minute tat i turned...
there he was.. stood there wit the bright shining eyes... perfect outfit with a smart brown shoes....
how charming he is....
without hesitation, walked toward him... to the nearest machine...
insert in a dollar coin a try my luck...
after the 4th tries... i won!!!
i got him!!
He's MINE!!!!
the wonderful MARIO.....
hahahax!!!!
hahax!!
.......
.........
...........
.............
...............
actually..
my..
finger....
got....
slammed....
by...
a...
kiddie ride (car) .....
battery....
yea....
thats all .. hahax!!
so long!! hahax...
oh ya.. speaking about the finger...
had cellb pratical just now...
how ironic... or should i say tragic... hehx....
the story goes like this...
A simple experiment... To find out the protein conc in the cell cytoplasm...
There's seven of us in a bench... the first hour, each pair and my group of three, did their own set of experiment... and so, we have around 2 sets of tubes...and then, we realised we've got the measurements wrong...
and so.. as smart as we can be.. we decided to re-do the entire experiment... but now, all seven of us sharing on set of tubes... due to lack of resources...
this time round, we did it PERFECTLY...
and so, anxiously.... we waited happily... waiting for our turn to use the spectrophotometer...
meanwhile... we decided to clear our workbench.. and so.. *listen to this..*
we have 3 sets of tubes... 2 is not nicely done.. 1 is perfect....
3 person... holding on to a set of tubes each... waiting to discard....
and so they did....
and guess wad??!!!!
yea.. the perfect one is GONE!! hahax!!!
realised how cute we can be... hahax!!!
wad a blur-blur day.... hehx
made my way to suntec... for work...
went up the escalator *with the intention to walk on a short cut..* ...
and i saw its raining... and so i went down back to walk thorugh city link..
stand on the escalator.. and *swwoooshhhh* this uncle walked down ...
i dont mind him walking down witht he loud noise of the shoes.. BUT!! he hit my little finger!!!!!!
so sorry but i was cursing him all the way manx!!! i mean, i have to.... hehx
went to star factory...
ok here's the WOW part of today...
went in to virtualand... was stoning for a while.. watching people playing the maxi claw..
suddenly.. felt that my heart was asking me to turn around...
and i did...
the minute tat i turned...
there he was.. stood there wit the bright shining eyes... perfect outfit with a smart brown shoes....
how charming he is....
without hesitation, walked toward him... to the nearest machine...
insert in a dollar coin a try my luck...
after the 4th tries... i won!!!
i got him!!
He's MINE!!!!
the wonderful MARIO.....
hahahax!!!!
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
happy birthday!!!
upon request....
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VALENCIA!!!!
yay!!! heeee......
15th dec 2007.....
Thanks for the 'happy birthday yanie' thing.. on my birthday....
and thanks for being my lab partner....
yay!!!
weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VALENCIA!!!!
yay!!! heeee......
15th dec 2007.....
Thanks for the 'happy birthday yanie' thing.. on my birthday....
and thanks for being my lab partner....
yay!!!
weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Monday, December 31, 2007
the day when someone grew a year older
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYI!!!! 31st dec
celebrated shuyi's birthday on saturday... came for work as per normal on that day... somehow managed to get shuyi to come back from suntec without THAT people and on the correct timing.. hahax!
bought her a present and a cake...

sat down outside the cafe and talk talk talk CRAP!!!!
during the chi chat-ing session, aidah signalled to me *in malay*
saying that save the HUGE piece of cake for her face....
was standby-ing aside for the chance....
when the moment arrives.. without any hesitation.. i smash! the cake on her face... hahax!!!
we are all chasing each otehr around with a piece of cake on the hand... hahax!!
I gt an idea to hide in the toilet... and so *stupid* i did.... as well shuhui....
but unfortunately, I STILL KENA manx!!!!
haiz...
just imagine what happen to the nice and beautiful toilet to turn into a dumbster full of pieces of cakes!!...
and so....
we end-up becoming a PART TIME TOILET CLEANER....

see shuhui's face.... *with the timezone shirt*

haiz... had fun.. reminds me of the times in ncc...
till tis time.. all of us, is almost wet..
and then!!!
FYI, outside TZ sq2 gt 2 some-sort-of-water-fountain ...
so yea... guess wad.. we drenched! started to play wif the water...
hahax!! ended-up EVERYTHING IS WET!! hahax....
celebrated shuyi's birthday on saturday... came for work as per normal on that day... somehow managed to get shuyi to come back from suntec without THAT people and on the correct timing.. hahax!
bought her a present and a cake...

sat down outside the cafe and talk talk talk CRAP!!!!
during the chi chat-ing session, aidah signalled to me *in malay*
saying that save the HUGE piece of cake for her face....
was standby-ing aside for the chance....
when the moment arrives.. without any hesitation.. i smash! the cake on her face... hahax!!!
we are all chasing each otehr around with a piece of cake on the hand... hahax!!
I gt an idea to hide in the toilet... and so *stupid* i did.... as well shuhui....
but unfortunately, I STILL KENA manx!!!!
haiz...
just imagine what happen to the nice and beautiful toilet to turn into a dumbster full of pieces of cakes!!...
and so....
we end-up becoming a PART TIME TOILET CLEANER....

see shuhui's face.... *with the timezone shirt*

haiz... had fun.. reminds me of the times in ncc...
till tis time.. all of us, is almost wet..
and then!!!
FYI, outside TZ sq2 gt 2 some-sort-of-water-fountain ...
so yea... guess wad.. we drenched! started to play wif the water...
hahax!! ended-up EVERYTHING IS WET!! hahax....
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
thanks again
I'm sorry if this post sounds rather violent or filled with anger. This is what I felt, not happy just GET LOST. To all those POSERs out there, read and spread... and you shall have an undesired fate.
Life is never fair. BUT whatever we do, for sure will be balanced. You felt disappointed with us. Yes i understand. I do know that what I did is never acceptable to you. BUT do you know that we t0o felt disappointed with the situation.. I repeat, SITUATION... not the PEOPLE....
Whatever it is, I still have my patience towards things. *except during pms lar har*
Lay-back and enjoy the show people!...
Browse the web and found this...
Written by Mary Fischinger about an experience she encountered while her 17-year old son was fighting cancer.
We sat outside in the waiting room on a long wooden bench.
Big metal, double doors separated us from our final destination.
The familiar warning signs indicating that radiation was prevalent in the area was posted along several walls and on the big doors. Week after week we took our seats, almost silently. Sometimes the same faces would nod to one another, but usually there was a stillness and the endless time spent waiting until a name was called......then the doors would open briefly to allow the patient to enter. This was the routine.
As the holidays approached, someone in the hospital decided it would be "cheery" to decorate these doors with Christmas wrapping paper and run ribbon up the middle and across to simulate a present. It was a genuine gesture of kindness, but somehow it seemed oddly peculiar. But, one day, as we all sat there in silence, I saw a small corner of wrapping paper still taped to the door. Someone had forgotten to remove all of the paper. Here it was nearly Easter, I thought, and Christmas paper was still in our presence. So....I reached down to remove the torn and tattered corner. Then, something caught my eye. The word "JOY" was imprinted on this small scrap of paper...paper barely large enough to contain these three letters. I was weary and tired and drained. How, I thought, could one find "JOY" in any of this? Certainly, I felt no such feeling. There was no trash container in sight, so I put the scrap of paper into my purse, thinking I would discard it later. Months passed. There were good days, and not so good days. Consultations, decisions, hospitalizations, appointments.
Then one day while waiting outside these same doors I decided to go through my purse and discard some of the items that so mysteriously seemed to collect in my handbag. At the bottom of my purse, I found the small scrap of Christmas paper. "Joy" it said. Yes, I remembered where it came from.....from right over there on that big metal door. Here it was nearly Easter. It seemed years had passed since Christmas. How strange that I still had this paper in my purse. As I held it in my hand, I prayed: "Dear God, please be with my son today as he takes his final radiation treatment." It was a simple prayer, but sincere.
few moments later I was escorted into the doctor's office, and subsequently joined by my son. It was evident the news was good, for there were smiles on the doctors' faces. There would be no further radiation treatments. The scans indicated the tumor was gone. I've kept that small scrap of paper in my wallet as a reminder. God had sent me a message.....months before. I just didn't know it.
Seventeen years have passed, and today I will be babysitting three little boys.....my son's sons. As I look at them and recall this time so many years gone by.....oh, the joy that fills my soul! Thank you God for that simple message you sent my way so long ago, printed on torn Christmas paper. I thank you for the joy and love you show me daily....in so many different ways.
Life is never fair. BUT whatever we do, for sure will be balanced. You felt disappointed with us. Yes i understand. I do know that what I did is never acceptable to you. BUT do you know that we t0o felt disappointed with the situation.. I repeat, SITUATION... not the PEOPLE....
Whatever it is, I still have my patience towards things. *except during pms lar har*
Lay-back and enjoy the show people!...
Browse the web and found this...
Written by Mary Fischinger about an experience she encountered while her 17-year old son was fighting cancer.
We sat outside in the waiting room on a long wooden bench.
Big metal, double doors separated us from our final destination.
The familiar warning signs indicating that radiation was prevalent in the area was posted along several walls and on the big doors. Week after week we took our seats, almost silently. Sometimes the same faces would nod to one another, but usually there was a stillness and the endless time spent waiting until a name was called......then the doors would open briefly to allow the patient to enter. This was the routine.
As the holidays approached, someone in the hospital decided it would be "cheery" to decorate these doors with Christmas wrapping paper and run ribbon up the middle and across to simulate a present. It was a genuine gesture of kindness, but somehow it seemed oddly peculiar. But, one day, as we all sat there in silence, I saw a small corner of wrapping paper still taped to the door. Someone had forgotten to remove all of the paper. Here it was nearly Easter, I thought, and Christmas paper was still in our presence. So....I reached down to remove the torn and tattered corner. Then, something caught my eye. The word "JOY" was imprinted on this small scrap of paper...paper barely large enough to contain these three letters. I was weary and tired and drained. How, I thought, could one find "JOY" in any of this? Certainly, I felt no such feeling. There was no trash container in sight, so I put the scrap of paper into my purse, thinking I would discard it later. Months passed. There were good days, and not so good days. Consultations, decisions, hospitalizations, appointments.
Then one day while waiting outside these same doors I decided to go through my purse and discard some of the items that so mysteriously seemed to collect in my handbag. At the bottom of my purse, I found the small scrap of Christmas paper. "Joy" it said. Yes, I remembered where it came from.....from right over there on that big metal door. Here it was nearly Easter. It seemed years had passed since Christmas. How strange that I still had this paper in my purse. As I held it in my hand, I prayed: "Dear God, please be with my son today as he takes his final radiation treatment." It was a simple prayer, but sincere.
few moments later I was escorted into the doctor's office, and subsequently joined by my son. It was evident the news was good, for there were smiles on the doctors' faces. There would be no further radiation treatments. The scans indicated the tumor was gone. I've kept that small scrap of paper in my wallet as a reminder. God had sent me a message.....months before. I just didn't know it.
Seventeen years have passed, and today I will be babysitting three little boys.....my son's sons. As I look at them and recall this time so many years gone by.....oh, the joy that fills my soul! Thank you God for that simple message you sent my way so long ago, printed on torn Christmas paper. I thank you for the joy and love you show me daily....in so many different ways.
By the Wonderous
Hidden Soul
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