Sacred Silence and Sleep

Work yesterday was so..... MENDAK. There are very little people in the plant yesterday. Most went for their deepavali break. and there's no work to do.

anyway, i NEED to share how nice my supervisor is. weeeeee =)))

There's once when we need to clean the punches and dies of the tableting press after a compression process. So we are like cleaning the punches. Our supervisor came in and APOLOGIZE cause we have to do those jobs. We are like -.- .. It's part of our job heh. So why apologize? hmmm ...

Yesterday, he came in to our 'room' and apologize to us AGAIN. Cause he got nothing for us to do. Again, we are like -.- ..

He's damn nice manx. He shares ALOT of his knowledge with us. He even lend us his reference textbooks for us to refer. =)))



Was on the phone with mum the other day. After minutes of talking, she suddenly said this,

" It has been 5 weeks since you've lived there. I'm always striking off the calendar and keep track of the number of weeks."

Sadening to hear? Yes. This is rare. haha. Wanted to tear my eyes off. But can't. Rather funny to hear that. In a way. haha.
I didn't know she can be so sentimental. I thought she would be fine throughout this five months and that lil sis of mine is the one that would be the most sentimental with my absence. But turns out to be -.- ... My dad was rather cool. Perhaps because I'm not always at home in singapore. =)
and, hope mum's fine. there's a something-like-growing-orche on her neck . hmmm

Anyway, sis is having her graduation ceremony this coming 07 nov. She's one of the performer. hahahahahahaha
But sad enough I can't be there to see her graduate. =(((
AND!! I can't be there to be with her on her first day of primary school !!!! haiz..


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Hollywood conflict.

While walking home today, it began to drizzle. We are like "SHIT".

Along the way we looked up in the sky. And guess what we saw?

A nice horizon. Complete with 7 colors of the rainbow.

Beautiful.

"WAHHHHH"

The rainbows here are hmm let me see.... smart?

They really show their true colors ehh... Hope there's more of this. =))

SSSWWWEEEETTTTTTT

* I came to realise who does and who doesn't. Thankful enough. NABEI

Distance do strengthens the situation.

Everything became frequent.

Everything.

Ask me, "How's Kedah?"

"Kedah is the next hollywood manx!"

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Get over it. Mary has already got a lamb.

Damn. I had the inspiration of what to update just now. But I lost it. Shitty.

Shall write more when I've got THAT inspiration again. haha

Anyways, for updates,

Please visit Ili's facebook for pictures. hahaha

(ni namenye pemalas)

Nope. Not that one.

No units can measure how heavy and reluctant my heart felt for me to leave you. Couldn't bring myself to look at you. Even for the last time. I know how happy you are when you see me on the day where I returned to singapore for hari raya. Tears rolled down my cheeks when I see you smiling. 2 weeks is indeed a misery for me. That day when I returned, joyous. Damn joyous. =)I've also said this. Again I'm going to repeat. Thanks for being there for me. Thank you so much.. I still remembered when you waited for me to end work eventhough it is raining heavily. Thank you so much for the fun and memorable moments at pasir ris park and east coast park. Thank you !! =))) As much as I wanted, I do want you to be here with me in kedah. =( As for all those that you've done for me, and as a compensation for not being able to meet for another 5 months, I've already cleaned the wheels and cleared the brakes. Oh dear bicycle. See you in 5 months time.


Reached kedah yesterday. I don't know whether to be sad or happy. Haiz.
On the brighter note, work was cool as usual. Had a tiny winnnie chat time with Mr Rohit. He's cool. LOL. He's nice. He shared his knowledge with us ALOT. =) Because of him, I had a slight change on the perception I've made on those days when I met the "Where to buy the card" customers. hahahaha



Congrats!! And thanks for going the EXTRA mile just to read what I was about to write below. LOL


* You are the coolest dude.

Hometown

Saturday.

Was back in singapore last saturday for hari raya. Million thanks to Mr Rohit for giving us additional 3 days leave. =)) Will go back there on Sunday (27th Sept)

Balek kampong.. ohhooohhh balek kampong!!!

Met meihui, zoe and sujun at orchard in the evening. Ate KFC. =)))))AND!!! Finally, I ate rice with KICAP.... heaven!!!!

Sunday.

Hari Raya was a norm. When the usual houses that we would go during hari raya. Can't really describe the fun here. Shall let it stay in as memories. =))))

Things in sg hasn't change one bit (duh, its only two weeks). hahax!!! The merlion is still vomitting, the road is still busy, the weather is still humid and blablabla.

"Berarak Mendung Kelabu

Mengekori Langkahku

Sepanjang Kehidupan

Penuh Dugaan

Namun Aku Tetap Aku"

* Like what I've said, I ain't no idiot that doesn't care. Whatever it is, I'm living a life. A life that is ours.

hello kedah. Day 11

I've survived 11 days in kedah!! who0oh0o0!!! BRAVO Yani!!! *pats back*
Adaptation is still on-going. Yes, I still can't place myself fully to the place. One thing that bothers me is the mosquitoes. They really get me on my nerves. And today, for their revenge, they left a remembrance on my right eye. Haiz. Painful though. =( bloody mosquitoes...

Life here was rather a routine than a life. -.-

My day starts by gettng ready for work. Wait for the van. Travel to the plant. Wait for the people to open the doors to the lab. Work. Ends work. Wait for the van. Reached home. Slack. Eat. Comp. Sleep. And the cycle continues....

I hope after the fasting month things will get better. Like for now, it's a little bit difficult to source for food. So yea...











* Wherever I am, be it far or near. I'm still just a call away. I know what's happening there. I'm not living to be a noob that doesn't care.

hello kedah. Day 1

flight was fine. Except for the fact that I'm fasting, and they served food. -.-

The accomodation was fine. Except for the fact that it is a lil dirty. But anyway, gonna do a lil bit of spring cleaning this weekend. =)

As I was approaching the door, step by step I tip-toed with full caution. I heard a glittering sound. I slammed the door open. There stood Mr filers, crawling aimlessly infront of me. I took out the mighty weapon, the SPRAY and pppssssssssssssssssss right infront of Mr filers. Knowing that I've won the battle, I walked away. Minutes later, I opened the door again to see my defeated enemy lying flat with pain. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA



We went to buy prepaid cards for ourselves. The seller shown us a stack of cards for us to choose from. So there's like a few numbers for us to choose. So we are trying our very best to find an easy number for us to rmb. and guess wad, the numbers are in running order. hahahahahaha
so its like, if u dial wrongly, instead of calling me, ili would answer the call. hahahahahaha. cute rite? wth sia. Its like they don't do random permutation for this. hahahaha so if u want to know a person's phone number, u just stood by a shop and just buy the next prepaid card and change a digit. hahaha. good for stalking. LOL






Time check: 6:09 AM

Need to get ready for work soon. =)

New oxygen from monday onwards.

Last day on 31st aug was damn fulfilling. Waited for the day since.. ermm 1.5 years ago??? hmmm... I thought I finally had it. But then.. after closing, when i gave my keys and staffcard, they tore my papers.... haiz.. Shall wait for 6 months then..haiz... why?? WHY?? WHY????????


Last day was a BLAST... you know.. when you are at your last day of work.. you kinda heck-care for everything... hahahahaha... so shiiioookkkkk... Whenever they asked me something, my reply is always the same, "anything anything.. dun care .." ahahaha.. Before i punch in for work, they told me this, " ehh, your last day, pls dont break any more things ok?" .. hahahahax!!! I broke quite a few things there.. and that includes, the counter flippy door, the counter's drawerS ... yes, not drawer, but drawers... the broom... ok now about the broom.. I was sweeping happily until i felt very the broom became very light... and i take a look at it... hmmm... it broke into 2... a funny half broom... very weird.. i dont know how i manage to break it it THAT way... physical science fail...
after work supper-ed at haji kadir... with cikkkkk, atika and haslam... weeeee =)))))



So.. I made a list for myself. A list of things I have to do before I go.

1) Spend some time with my guitar. DONE
2) Spend some time with my poly mates. DONE
3) Visit both my grandparents. HALF DONE
4) Spend time with Timezone mates. DONE
5) Spend time with ateng, petom, atun. DONE (except with atun =( )
6) Buy for little sis a play dough set. DONE
7) Complete my RX journal. DONE!!!!!!!! but havent submit.
8) Pack my room. HALF DONE
9) Go geylang Bazaarrrrrrr
10) Buy shoes.
and the list goes on.......

Obviously I cant finish doing ALL the things I want to do.... haiz...




On sat, 29th, went out with ateng and petom.... as always... laugh all the way... hahahahahaha they waited for me (so sweet rite? once in a while... hahaha) to finish work at compass point... and we dinner-ed at kfc... =)))))

Then we walked around, searching for play dough for my sis... and to watch a 'show'.. eeewwwww 'show' actually.. shall not say it here....hahaha

After that we bus-ed to tampines... during the trip we are thinking of where to go... And we decided to go to ECP... =))) slacked there... talked and talked.. laughed and laughed...

They gave me this cute little boster-look-alike... for me to hug... weeeeeeeeee =))))
thanks yawwwww

and then... we brrrrooommmmmm to ford road tgt ...
hahahahaha...
the most funny thing is that, we tell each other lame jokes... all the way till 3 plus in the morning...

and!!! here comes the -.- part of the day....
after exiting from ecp, near ite simei there... suddenly....
the bike became shaky... hahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
so yeah... all the way till bedok petrol station, brrroommmm at 20km/h ... can u imagine??? hahahahahahahahahaha..... i cant stop laughing whenever i think about it... LOL

Next morning i went to work... again.. at cpp... FULL SHIFT somemore...
haiz... and!!! damn moody about some things... haiz.. shall not say.. if u want to knw, ask me..




Be patient people, more oxygen in sg soon....


A 6 months journal finished within 3 days. Not funny at all.
6 months away from home, not funny either.

New Inspiration

Well, the blog needs my attention before it went $%$^#$&^$%%#$#. Life has been very hectic these few days. GMP has ended. No more torturous moments with wallace. No more validations. No more calibration. No more documentation. No more OQ and PQ. No more master formula. NO MORE!!! But i guess my SIP and MP will be more and more of GMP. haiz.

Term test is just next week. Lesson officially ends today. No more lecture and tutorials. No more bitching sessions. No more.

Just now we walked to design school. Walked past the triangle garden. There's ALOT of memories of our orientation there. It feels like our freshman year is just yesterday. And now we are graduating. Time flies damn fast. It is still fresh in my mind of how I used to dread school. The feeling of not wanting to go to school. The sian-ness of school. But now, I know I will definitely miss school. Especially the BIG clique.

Why we never met and form the BIG clique earlier manx? haiz. hahaha
I can say that the whole PST cohort is very united. though with certain cork-ups here and there. From the shy cohort. From the boring lecture with no laughters. To the lectures where everyone voices can be heared. To the 'let-loose' feelings we have during lectures. We have become closer. Definitely.

It has been nice throughout year 2 onwards. With the BIG clique, shobana,kairos, bethilda, din, mango, boon pin, xiangjie,sujun,meihui,ruibing,zoe,rachael,glenn,crystal,agnes,zul, junyou, ee shan, all of the others. Really enjoyed the moments with them. Genuine and pure innocent friendship like this is very difficult to find. I would definitely treasure this rare friendship.





* 3 more weeks.