the day when someone grew a year older

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUYI!!!! 31st dec


celebrated shuyi's birthday on saturday... came for work as per normal on that day... somehow managed to get shuyi to come back from suntec without THAT people and on the correct timing.. hahax!


bought her a present and a cake...




sat down outside the cafe and talk talk talk CRAP!!!!
during the chi chat-ing session, aidah signalled to me *in malay*
saying that save the HUGE piece of cake for her face....
was standby-ing aside for the chance....

when the moment arrives.. without any hesitation.. i smash! the cake on her face... hahax!!!
we are all chasing each otehr around with a piece of cake on the hand... hahax!!
I gt an idea to hide in the toilet... and so *stupid* i did.... as well shuhui....
but unfortunately, I STILL KENA manx!!!!
haiz...
just imagine what happen to the nice and beautiful toilet to turn into a dumbster full of pieces of cakes!!...

and so....
we end-up becoming a PART TIME TOILET CLEANER....





see shuhui's face.... *with the timezone shirt*








haiz... had fun.. reminds me of the times in ncc...



till tis time.. all of us, is almost wet..

and then!!!

FYI, outside TZ sq2 gt 2 some-sort-of-water-fountain ...

so yea... guess wad.. we drenched! started to play wif the water...
hahax!! ended-up EVERYTHING IS WET!! hahax....

thanks again

I'm sorry if this post sounds rather violent or filled with anger. This is what I felt, not happy just GET LOST. To all those POSERs out there, read and spread... and you shall have an undesired fate.











Life is never fair. BUT whatever we do, for sure will be balanced. You felt disappointed with us. Yes i understand. I do know that what I did is never acceptable to you. BUT do you know that we t0o felt disappointed with the situation.. I repeat, SITUATION... not the PEOPLE....



Whatever it is, I still have my patience towards things. *except during pms lar har*

Lay-back and enjoy the show people!...





Browse the web and found this...





Written by Mary Fischinger about an experience she encountered while her 17-year old son was fighting cancer.

We sat outside in the waiting room on a long wooden bench.

Big metal, double doors separated us from our final destination.

The familiar warning signs indicating that radiation was prevalent in the area was posted along several walls and on the big doors. Week after week we took our seats, almost silently. Sometimes the same faces would nod to one another, but usually there was a stillness and the endless time spent waiting until a name was called......then the doors would open briefly to allow the patient to enter. This was the routine.


As the holidays approached, someone in the hospital decided it would be "cheery" to decorate these doors with Christmas wrapping paper and run ribbon up the middle and across to simulate a present. It was a genuine gesture of kindness, but somehow it seemed oddly peculiar. But, one day, as we all sat there in silence, I saw a small corner of wrapping paper still taped to the door. Someone had forgotten to remove all of the paper. Here it was nearly Easter, I thought, and Christmas paper was still in our presence. So....I reached down to remove the torn and tattered corner. Then, something caught my eye. The word "JOY" was imprinted on this small scrap of paper...paper barely large enough to contain these three letters. I was weary and tired and drained. How, I thought, could one find "JOY" in any of this? Certainly, I felt no such feeling. There was no trash container in sight, so I put the scrap of paper into my purse, thinking I would discard it later. Months passed. There were good days, and not so good days. Consultations, decisions, hospitalizations, appointments.



Then one day while waiting outside these same doors I decided to go through my purse and discard some of the items that so mysteriously seemed to collect in my handbag. At the bottom of my purse, I found the small scrap of Christmas paper. "Joy" it said. Yes, I remembered where it came from.....from right over there on that big metal door. Here it was nearly Easter. It seemed years had passed since Christmas. How strange that I still had this paper in my purse. As I held it in my hand, I prayed: "Dear God, please be with my son today as he takes his final radiation treatment." It was a simple prayer, but sincere.



few moments later I was escorted into the doctor's office, and subsequently joined by my son. It was evident the news was good, for there were smiles on the doctors' faces. There would be no further radiation treatments. The scans indicated the tumor was gone. I've kept that small scrap of paper in my wallet as a reminder. God had sent me a message.....months before. I just didn't know it.


Seventeen years have passed, and today I will be babysitting three little boys.....my son's sons. As I look at them and recall this time so many years gone by.....oh, the joy that fills my soul! Thank you God for that simple message you sent my way so long ago, printed on torn Christmas paper. I thank you for the joy and love you show me daily....in so many different ways.

PiT

BBQ with the people is fun!!!



took some pictures. but its not wif me.. so yarh.. will upload some other day...

BBQ-ed at ECP...



preparation wasnt a smooth one.. OH YA!

....

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I, YANI , would like say a few words to all those people out there....

*ahem*



THANKS ARH PEOPLE!



Thanks for those who made the promises...

Thanks to those who spoilt the mood...

Thanks to those who see/saw and never say HI



Thanks to my N80 who died halfway when talking....



Thanks to the long route to the bus stop at Upper East Coast Road



Thanks to the @#$%^%$#@!@#@ shortage at work!!!



and the rest whom are not being mentioned. so sorry...



but anyway THANKS



THANKS ALOT UH EHK!!



bloody shitz....



* holiday is here, yet not satisfied. mood is gone

* say HI/HELLO next time can? Its freaky enough.

* thanks once again

* everything happens for a reason .. just wait and see...

* to aidah, get well soon... please, avoid walking like a gorilla anymore....

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20/12/07

just came back from work....
Was being stationed at suntec today.. opening with ateng, closing with aniq. the crowd was THAT good. Planned to go back to square 2. DUE TO CERTAIN reasons, some things are delayed....

Out of boredom, took 2 black clipboards and a few coloured balls....
Played mini tennis for 30 minutes... YES the money is still rolling....
hahax!!

Fauziah brought some food for us from home. Brought home some...
Mee BriYANI... was eating it NOW... nice manx... *cant wait for the next hari raya haji* hehx...
find it very unique.. for years, i dont prefer eating noodles esp bee hoon... bite the first mouth, and WOW... almost half is gone... hehx

Mum cooked nasi briYANI muahahaha.... ate it for breakfast.. hehx... as well as .......
errrr lunch???

and yarh!! btw saw sujuen *is tat how u spell it?* at guardian *or is it watson* ....
hehx...



* POWIE POWIE POWIE
* new favourite
* today is briYANI day!!!!!
* to all who went for pilgrimage *whatever the spelling is* best of luck... may you have a clear mind and heart.....
* new discovery : SHU HUI 's hand is as long as my LEG!! OMG!! or maybe i should say, my leg is as SHORT as shu hui 's hand... yea.... haiz...
* 7 more months, 20 cm yani. come on!! GROW!!!!!!!

M.O.E quiz

haiz.. ever since the day i reluctantly have M.O.E as my CDS, i thought it was a relax subject...
but hey!
*BANG* i was wrong!!

just now during the quiz, was VERY busy...
haiz...

its just 40 minutes but *BRRROOOMMM* i was very occupied...

was BUSY flipping the book looking for the answers to the MCQ questions.. i repeat MCQ!! it was a nicely 5 marks MCQ...YES!! 5 marks!!!!!!!!!!!
and the essay is like 50 marks!!! for one question only... *BANG*
I gave up during the last 5 minute...waved at my friends... asked for answers... and YAY! got it...

p.s the test is not an open book test.....

sat at the back of the class.... was enjoying the 'show' ....
when he stood up, all the books are automatically (without any mechanisms) hidden.....

was very funny!! so cute of them.. hahax!!!!

Who am I??

Who am I to you manx...

Yes.. a friend you are...
thanks a lot friend..
A BIG thanks.... I used to have an opinion that there's no such thing as
friends forever.... Tried my very best to change my point of view of that statement... and i did...

but thanks a lot to you.. I'm convinced it was right....

The best way to know a person well is to get away from them. When you are too near to them, they will overlook you and will never be their own self. That's when you will never know who they are.

Thanks friend.

CCN DAY

and YAY we had our CCN day just now...
had a *BANG* whooohoooo!!!

B9! peanut!


ok ok... hmm...

will upload pictures soon .. :-)

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Hell it happens.. not to my will.. but it just happen...
i was waiting for it... and here it comes... but hey, how am i suppose to make another step further so as to stop tis SHITZ!... i know i cant put a stop here immediately, but i believe STRONGLY that i can control it from 'breeding' .....
i may and perhaps may NOT make any difference.. but hey... i dun mind giving it a shot... i'll do it slowly.. but god knows exactly wen.. haiz...

read this story.. just a short one...
had a meaningful meaning...

An old man was walking along the beach, when he came upon a part of the sand where thousands of starfish had washed ashore. A little further down the beach he saw a young woman, who was picking up the starfish one at a time and tossing them back into the ocean. "Oh you silly girl," he exclaimed. "You can't possibly save all of these starfish. There's too many." The woman smiled and said, "I know. But I can save this one, " and she tossed another into the ocean, "and this one", toss, "and this one..."


this story tells me tat anyone can make a difference.. with the right attitude, the right mindset... we can.. just like in the story, we can save every single starfish, if we make the effort to do-it... we can...surely...

read another excerpt.... its about attitude...


Our Attitudes
Charles Swindoll American Author and Pastor


The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude.I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.

What am i suppose to do????

Had a jamming session the other day. Was great. YAY!!
AND AND AND!! i bought new sticks.

HORACIO HERNANDES sticks by ZILDJIAN

Many things had been running through my mind.
SORRY if i didnt reply to any of your HIs and BYEs
just not in the right mode yet.

How can I improve the situation?
What can I do so as not to disappoint her? What can I do so as to make her realise what is happening behind her?
MANX! Felt abit like useless. She's going to be hurt but I can't do a single thing.

I don't want to avoid this. Neither am I going to just let this go.
I have to do something... but WHAT????!!!!!

It kills me everytime I think about it.
I can't bear seeing my friends being made used of.


Thats the wish for the cake.

Once upon a time, a small bird named Tasoo lived in a vast jungle.
One hot summer day, a terrible wildfire erupted and
the flames devoured many trees and animals living in the jungle.
Other birds flew high into the sky and far away to safety,
but Tasoo couldn't bear to leave her precious jungle home to burn.
Day and night, she flew with all her might back and forth to the river,
filling her tiny beak with water to drop on the raging fires.
Tasoo's rare heart of courage and unshakable determination
moved the heavenly gods to shed tears, and a great rain poured
down upon the jungle, extinguishing the flames.
And so it is that even the smallest actions of a determined spirit can change the world.

Indeed a tragic.

shall see wad happens next....
till the day arrives, i will sit and just watch,

OH YA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESS!!


hahax...

Sch's fine.. except for the cds subjects!!
DAMNZ!! was given wad i never thought of taking...

got M.O.E
Management Of Enterprise....

well, mayb i can apply the skills somewhere... but god-knows where...
haiz...

I agree with the decision to be the organizers. But hey, lets think thoroughly b4 executing anything.
We shall shine, but nt shine with a dim light.... IF-you-get-what-i-mean


At times, i have the thought
IS HAVING A LIFE NECCESSARY??

why must i do these things?? when i know CLEARLY that i don't get anything in returned... yes, it build up my character... but then WHAT??

I'm not trying to be like all those SHITZ out there who always be emo for nothing... but hey, it just came across my mind....

see..
all started wif me
MYSELF
my family
my house
Tampines
Singapore
Asia
International continents
world
EARTH
and the moon
planets
solar system
the space

just imagine besides the space, there's another space..
that means there's another

space
solar system
planets
and the moon
EARTH
world
International continents
Asia
Singapore
Tampines
my house
my family
MYSELF

get it??

never mind...

after thinking-for-nothing,
" what are beyond these? "

I know where i can get the answers from, but i'm kinda lazy to get the translations.. hahax!

KEEP THINKING, PEOPLE!
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Played a game recently,

CRIME SCENE: From Files Of Martin Mystere

spent almost 45 mins stuck with the 1st act. so i gave up and browse through the net to look for the walkthroughs.. and i got it..
and i complete the ENTIRE game for only 3 hours... hahax!!

but overall, its DAMN nice to play... with the walkthrough of coz... hahahax!!!
so, i'm not trying to psycho people or wad arh, BUY THIS GAME!! NICE!!!

*bang*

Selamat Hari Raya sumer!!! weeeeeeeee

Enjoyed myself for the past few days...
but was SO unfortunate for shuyi lar.. hahax!!
sad to say most of the events are condensed on these days... hahax!!
so... yar! hahax!! while i'm enjoying myself.. she's suffering... weeeeeeeeee
poor auntie.. hahax!!


This year had a downfall of economy.. haiz.. *if u get wad i mean*
nvm...

To That WOMAN
you are bloody smart manx... u noe wats coming up in future for everyone... Let me say this to you!
Dont ever take anyone for granted! dont let this be an opportunity for you to use other people as a tool for your success!! these people might be blind.. but wait and see...
I will NEVER let you use my friends as your tool!! NEVER!!
i believe in being patience will bring me towards the actual thing.
lets wait and see....

To THAT person
Aren't you blind?! Stop making this thing complicated.
i know you have something in your heart. Something that contradicts the situation now. And you chose not to believe it. I know you are facing some difficulties in life. Simple enough, get rid of your source.
Listen, time to give yourself a chance. Listen to your heart.
It will bring you to the conclusion. Trust yourself. The reason that you are being treated like this, is because of your problem source which you dont even notice.




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Don't ever be a saddist

Felt sad for him la.. maybe his luck is not with L.A.I ... dont be sad bro, with your potential i'm sure you can find a better job.... don't be sad...

Its all been signed. But,let me guess... 5 years?? haiz


had a bbq session with ruby, angel, shuyi, abg aym, farhan sam, faritz, farhan K, all the rest.... stayed at east coast till around 3 am.. talk talk talk....
had a mass drinking session... NOPE, not alcohol people!! but guess wad, there are things which are worst, GREEN TEA and COKE!!
we played this game la, whoever with the lowers no. must drink one full cup of either drinks... was WTH la!!! worst than alcohol manx!!

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give me a chance... i do realise that i cant follow your decision all the time.
tats y i rebelled...

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News to the people!!
Sq2 sales is increasing!!!! so now who says sq2 cant make it?! har!! who!!
hahax!!

the BIG news

STEVEN PRICE!
argh!!!

ok, cant deny that we are having hell of a good time at sq2.. hahax!!
now, for sure everything (i repeat) EVERYTHING, is going to change...

ATTENTION SQ2 peeps!
Sun is the last day to enjoy the working environment we have presently...
Gonna work hard from monday onwards... errr.. i mean NEED to work hard from monday onwards....

Enjoy? How do you define enjoy working??
let the pictures says it all!!>..

and the grammy award goes to.....


the current store in-charge, shuyi, and myself...


ok.. get ready for the next shot!!
oh WAIT.. there's a customer... SHITZ


ok he's gone...
Get ready people!!
camera set!
Timer running!!
OH NO! he's back!!
SHITZ!!





To all those saddist out there!! please make and effort to view these pictures.. cause definitely ur muscle will contract and you will go HAHAHAHAHAHAH
ok crap..

scene 1 ACTION

CUT! Wrong script people!! CHANGE!

Scene 2 ACTION

Ah... tats better...

Scene 3.. In the process....

hey hey hey!!!

sorry sorry sorry bloggie for nt updating... feel lyke i'm wasting the memory space in the internet... hahax...

had TZ SQ2 chalet recently...
did wad i wanted to do....
had wad i wanted to have....

crime partner was so efficient lar.. hahax.. managed to cabot and go missing as when is needed... hahax gd gd!!
got another blast from shuyi arh.... last time was a smack.. now is a kick.. YES a KICK!!!! WTH rite... haiyo.. people so good oreadi, never disturb... u go and KICK... and the best part.. is to kick at the HEAD... WTH larh!! gonna have my revenge soon... shall KILL dun care liaox!!! hahax!!

fasting month coming.. must start to be holy... hahax...

*shuyi_ happy emo-ing at gwc la hor...
*to whom it may concern_ it will happen when the time comes till then watch the next episode... weeekkk...
*grandaunt_ get well soon... sad to see you lyke tis... can see you have the spirit coz you still smle when you see me... you can do it.....
*to whom it may concern_ watch tat bloody mouth of yours or else you'll lose my respect i had for you....
*to that idiiot_ you are such a idiot. she's your daughter. and yet you didnt even TRY to ask for her well-being.... even a cat loves their child so much tat even though they have to bite them to carry them and move around with them instead of leaving them just lyke tat... but you... worst than animals....
Mark these words:DON'T BE SURPRISED IF YOUR CHILD WOULDN'T WANT TO CALL YOU 'DAD' WHEN SHE GREW UP. DON'T EVER REGRET AND START CRYING THEN.

NATIONAL DAY!~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!


woke up at 11 plus today...
went for the HAP tutorial and lab...

had fun.. but mostly not because of the practical itself but for the videos n pictures we took.
hahax!! we had fun every 20 mins!! hahax!!
yarh.. coz this practical, the subjects are required to pee every 20 mins... hahax so while waiting all of us went crazy... hahax!!

THE STARS!!



_today is Ms Jyothi's last day. So sad..
_tmrw's NATIONAL DAY!! OMG!!
_tmrw im working.. shitz...
_still having the perceptions that the system is a stupid shit.hahax
_dont dare me.

TAG REPLIES

koolkid...hel0o.. tnx..i noe its kinda belated for me to reply to that... haha

shkin.... I know i'm BIG lar... but please lar... i'm not a bully ok! hahax!!




* Convinced that the system is a shit..

anyhow PUT only... muahahaa

Call it a SYSTEM SERVER

hmm...

OMG!!! that's the SERVER!!! WAH!!
argh!

Nevermind, forget it....

well.. something sweet happens few days back...
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.............

Guyz, although its belated, its the thoughts that i count not the timing... weeeeeee
Thats so sweet....:-) weeeeeeeeee
Thanks so much for the effort....

wah!!!

wah!! i'm blogging OMG!! hahax...

in sch now.. finished CSAS early... having break till 12 ....Later got OC lab....

hahax.. almost forgotten about this blog ... hahax...

received a news yesterday from shah... and i was lyke OMG!~ realli arh??!!!

If that's the case, L.A.I PTE LTD, for sure, can do better in future. Of course without her. hahax!

To hell with her 'wonderful' concepts......

hmm... But everything is not confirmed yet. Just receive the news. We shall wait and see what's going to happen next. hahax...
If that really happens, we shall a BIG BIG celebration!...
Double celebration I should say....

Oh yar! not forgetting that 'you-should-consult-me-first' person.....
urgh!!!

Birthday party on sat n sun was, i should say, GREAT!
Getting the hang of it.....

Shitness

conflicts here and there....

whatever larh....

shall see what happen .. till the day when we really cant take it.... she will get it...

SHE's COMING BACK!!

she's coming back!.. finally a bright light after a long period of darkness....

hahax! crap.

cant wait for sat... hahax! its weekend manx!! back to work work work...!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............

haiz.. gonna be older tmrw.... hahax!

as usual:

THINGS I'VE DONE since i'm 16....

. worked hard for o levels.
. achieved improved results for o levels.
. left NCC for good.
. met so many people.
esp at work. - shu yi
- kak siti
- farhan sam
- farhan K
- faritz
- Abg Aym
- mas
etc
. experienced sSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooo many things....
. dumped my pet.. hahax!
. played for the 'band'.. has been 2 and half years now.. (roughly)
. Managed conflicts.
. Unsolved conflicts
. and the list goes on.....


had a mini celebration for shikin just now.. her birthday is today ( 050707 )


* Cried for that you've got an ugly shoes. Imagine a person with no legs.








Parents. They will die for you if they must see you live.

One chance....

Well...

Many things have been going on nowadays....

what can i say manx..

Everyone has only one chance in life....

We are a baby only once......
We are a child only once.....
We are a teenager only once...
We are a young adult only once.....
We are married only once...
We became a mother only once...
We became a father only once....

So everyone has only one chance to live...
Everyone should deserve to be forgiven.. Coz' everyone has their own chance..only chance....

No point in being upset or angry over something, people only have chance to be someone...
No one has the experience in life before.... Even our parents.....

weeee.....

INDO.. i'm coming!! weeee.....


sat?... to go? or not to go?

hmmm... shall c how la har...

hahahax!!

School=Stress ????

school. stress.
different word. different definition. Same meaning.

ARGH!!

tmrw start school. shitz.

no more enjoying of life.
gonna be lifeless starting from tmrw. hmmm....

went to bugis just now with mum, sis, aunt, uncle, cousin
bought jeans and shirts. and yay!

tmrw going again, but tis time with Shu Yi...
SEBO onli.. haha



It got to be the shoes!
You are the slam Jam champ!


lala lala lala lala elmo's world.....

Natalie

Natalie. The birthday girl.

Had so much fun today. Despite the fact that we are tired.
Abg aym came today. YES arh! he's coming back! whooohoooo.
Empty yet complete.
Empty place. Yet complete people.
err... not forgetting kak siti.
hmmm...

30th june shall be the day. yeah!

Just came back from work.
after the birthday party, tjoei kok treat us pizza. weeeeeee.....

Got a lot of treat today ar...

1) Tjoei kok. Pizza.
2) Natalie. Mother. Swensen's ice cream cake.
3) Natalie. Mother. Hong Bao.

YEA....

birthday parties!!! Rocks!! hahaha

lala lala lala lala elmo's world.....

but so suay... the segment hanged in the morning. had 2 power failure at night. JUST BEFORE THE PARTY STARTS!!!!!

luckily the staffs reacted fast. if not. shitz.

Shared a cab with tjoei kok. he alighted first. well, so damn quiet at the void deck. and i really meant DAMN!

SCCCCCHHHHHHHOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL

Completed a lil bit of the assignments.
hmmm... school reopening soon.
Stress again!!! NO!!...

as quoted by esah, *you can always quit. haha

NO!!!


quit=give up.

NEVER!

No Man's Land is in the house now! the computer is booked!
game! game!! game!!! game!!!!



*school opening.
*ah tjoei is leaving :-(
*auntie coming back! NO! :-(
*Abg aym coming back :-)
*30th june :-)

Emo.

Emo. Yea.


Birthday party! argh!!!!

But hey, it does bring it revenues for the centre... but errr.... it sure does need alot of energy.
shitz.

having my SUPPER now.
or i shud say damn early breakfast.

just came back from work. and yarh, going to work again in 7 hours time.
shitz.


Completed the CSI game just now.
Childish? No. i dont think so. Its cool. yeah.
Completed with all master rank. Yeah...
the next game is NO Man's Land!..

thanks to shu yi *the auntie* who managed to find that game. weeeeee....
Thanks hor....

Life has been great.
but Poly life sucks**

** a little.


Yeah. Heard some stories around. Well, things changes.
but hey, who cares. This aint gonna be my career.
Never gonna be in retail. Unless have to.

BIRTHDAY PARTIES

shits.
birthday parties.

I dont dare to answer any call now. neither do i have the guts to step in and out of the office.
birthday party everywhere. NO!

suntec?! No.
that shall be a nightmare.

Why do all these people put their career at stake? When they know it is not going to work out?
shitz.


* Subject selection 22nd. TMRW!
* holiday ending soon :-(

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